From Bug Chasers to Quietly Devastating Dramas, NewFest Offers Varied
Program in 15th Year
June 3, 2003
by Tommy Nguyun

A box-office staffer at the New York Gay and Lesbian Film Festival --
also known as NewFest, housed this year at NYU's Cantor Film Center
and The New School -- passed along this lively anecdote about a particular
festival-goer who called the box office in somewhat of a panic. Apparently,
many of the films were selling like hot cakes, and the caller wanted
to know if the film he wanted to see, "Barebacking," was still
available. (For those who don't know, barebacking refers to unprotected
gay male sexual intercourse.)
Imagine the staffer's confusion as he ran his index finger down this
year's list of titles (over 60 feature films and videos, nearly 200
if you count the shorts) and didn't find the title. Even though the
staffer had been selling tickets all week, it seemed reasonable, if
only for a moment, that the caller knew exactly what he wanted. The
reasoning: For a film festival celebrating its 15th year exploring the
provocative issues and potentially zeitgeist moments facing a contemporary
gay and lesbian community, why wouldn't there be a film called "Barebacking"
at this day and age of the festival?
The staffer gave up. He recalled saying, "I don't think we have
a film that goes by that name, sir. Maybe you have the film confused
with something else?" The problem wasn't confusion; it turned out
that the caller was merely preoccupied, which seems to have happened
to many Newfest ticket buyers this year. (True, almost all the films
sold out eventually, but the very first films to sell out invariably
featured one young shirt-less guy in a promotional still.) Such a film
title like "Barebacking" can only mean one thing and, of course,
the idea of gay single men having deliberate and rampant unprotected
sex can't be good for any community. That lead both the staffer and
the caller to conclude that the mystery film in question was indeed
Louise Hogarth's hot-button documentary "The Gift." It was
certainly the must-see feature at the festival, so must-see that I,
along with the caller, couldn't get a ticket to see it. Variety film
reviewer David Rooney told me he enjoyed the film, but he seemed reluctant
to talk more about it. Perhaps, for many people, the unimaginable can
be equally unspeakable: the film shows how certain gay men (called "bug
chasers") purposely seek out unprotected sex with HIV-positive
men ("gift givers") so that they can be infected with the
virus, either as an erotic turn-on or an act of extreme brotherhood.
The film shared the jury's award for best documentary feature, which
doesn't really say much about the collective reaction of festival audiences,
many of whom are probably still reeling from the controversial Rolling
Stone article about bug chasers published earlier this year that allowed
a jarringly suspect quote from one doctor go uncontested. (The doctor
said that he believes 25 percent of new HIV cases in the U.S. are a
result of bug chasing, which amounts to roughly 10,000 people each year.)
The festivalgoers I spoke to who both saw the film and read the article
said they preferred the documentary's treatment of the subject matter
over the Rolling Stone piece. Though it's uncertain whether it was because
of the documentary's actual content or the persuasiveness of its visual
medium, it's clear that bug chasers, whether they're just a handful
of nitwits or a true underground culture, will increasingly be talked
about it in mainstream dialogue, and future Newfests will be an important
venue for any other explorations into the subject.
"The Gift" shared the documentary feature award with Peter
Barbosa's "I Exist," which looks at the obstacles gays and
lesbians of Middle Eastern decent face in America. It was just one among
the rich assortment of narrative films and documentaries focusing on
Arab or Middle Eastern society. In fact, Remi Lange's "The Path
To Love," about an Algerian-French student's search for other gay
male Muslims, won a special mention in the best narrative feature category.
Winning the best narrative feature category was Steven Woodstock's "Between
Two Women," a quietly devastating drama set in an English working-class
town of the 1950s, about a woman falling in love with her son's teacher.
I sort of expected that the jurors would double-up on this category
as well, since the emergence of a separate gay male cinema and a lesbian
cinema is becoming increasingly apparent. This can be interpreted as
a sign of progress -- queer cinema is becoming so large that it now
has the luxury to pinpoint and cater to specific demographics within
the queer community. Still, there's something unsettling about attending
a community-based film festival where almost all of the screenings are
divided by the gender of their audience.
"I think it's a consequence of having a niche," says Basil
Tsiokos, the festival's director for the last three years. "Filmmakers
are recognizing the fact that they can have a lesbian audience and a
gay male audience. It's not easy to mix the two, and sometimes they
don't mix well, but it certainly can be done. I think many gay male
filmmakers feel that if they are going to make a gay male film anyway,
they might as well make it appeal to a gay male audience as much as
possible."
"Let's Love Hong Kong" filmmaker Yau Ching would agree with
that assumption; if she didn't say it herself, her film's determinedly
experimental and somewhat audience-specific foray into lesbian isolation
certainly did. But what she's concerned about is the growing disparity
of opportunities among her film-festival counterparts in finding film
financing. It took Ching five years to complete her film -- a production
with all-volunteer cast and crew -- and even with just a DV budget of
$40,000, Ching is still in "deep, deep debt." "It's easy
to find funding if you're white gay male filmmaker and making a film
for a white gay male audience," Ching says. "If you're a lesbian
filmmaker making a film about Chinese women, forget it."
Tsiokos says he sees the ultimate remedy in his favorite festival films,
like Alain Gsponer's "Kiki and Tiger" and Diego Lerman's "Suddenly"
(which won the Showtime award for breakthrough film), films so good
that they'll appeal to anyone. But it was hard to tell which films the
audience thought were good and bad, because they were all applauding
the credits at every single screening I attended. When I cheered for
my two favorite films of the festival (Lanse Da Men's "Blue Gate
Crossing," a tenderly hilarious film that reminds us that young
Taiwanese lesbians and the boys who adore them do the darnedest things;
and "My Life On Ice," a boy's coming-of-age film that also
marks the coming of age of the brilliant and strikingly alert French
directing team of Olivier Ducastel and Jacques Martineau), I soon realized
my support meant nothing because this same crowd was also applauding
jaw-droppingly cliché films like "Danny In the Sky"
and "Leaving Metropolis." If you can't be a little discerning
and critical about gay and lesbian films at a gay and lesbian festival
featuring nearly 200 titles, I ask you, where else can you be critical?
Sure enough, the audiences free-wielding applause was just showing support
for the whole festival itself, since their real moment truth was revealed
with the audience-award winner "Brother Outsider." Directed
by Nancy D. Kates and Bennett L. Singer, the documentary focuses on
the civil-rights leader Baynard Rustin, who once mentored Martin Luther
King, helped propel the March on Washington, but was dismissed from
his leadership role and subsequent discourse on American history because
of his sexual orientation. It's one of those remarkable untold stories
you have to look for, and hopefully the programmers at NewFest will
keep up their good vision so that they can continue to look for us --
until, at last, it's all been told.
Barebackers included.